The reason why I say this is because they will always say the right words to make you fall for them, They will do the right actions to make you fall for them, and they will do anything to make you hurt in the end if they don’t get your way with you. Yes, I’ve made some mistakes when I was with him but who doesn’t. We are human. It’s our nature to screw up and learn from it.
I thought about letting him come back into my life. Then I learned he started kissing my best friend. I didn’t blame her. I blamed him. I gave him one last chance. He blew that by kissing another girl who was trying to get someone to fuck her… Yes we weren’t dating but we agreed on trying to make it work when those two things happened. Was it my fault? I personally wonder. He and that other girl thought they were in the right because we weren’t dating. We were just working out some things. I thought that was wrong. I did say that he wasn’t aloud to talk to her. I guess I could see how I was in the wrong there because I’m supposed to trust him.
Last week he told me he’s done trying to “chase after me” because I completely gave up on him. I told myself I needed better. I needed a way out of being hurt or worse. He found a new girl and started kissing her after two days of being with her. That’s a bad sign. Trust me it is. He is just looking for someone to put his hormones at.. If that makes since.
I’m glad he found someone else instead if me. I just feel like jealous because it takes me months to find a new boyfriend.. But i have hope I will find that right person. I have no clue how long it will take me to find someone but I suppose I’m just too young yet to find that person.
When someone tells you that.. Just keep high hopes. You can’t feel down. Even through this little mess I’m telling you right now. Don’t let it put you down. Keep your head high and also if you’re still in pain like I am… Just listen to music. Cry your eyes out until you realize a guy is supposed to smear your lipstick. Not your mascara. It won’t be worth it after three try’s. Honestly I gave him more but he still blamed me for our relationship on me. The only thing from my point was my family hated him because he made me cry and I started to become depressed over his sorry ass. Do you blame them? That’s up to you. I personally think they were right. I love my family to death. My mom is my best friend. We look a and sometimes act like sisters. But she is my mom. I love her to death and I wish I listened to her before I grew attached to him.
There are many lessons here. If you have honestly read all of this I hope this will help you in some way.
If you wanna talk here is my blog. I’ll help you as much as I can.